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Kitgum: Exorcisms 

8th November 2006
Watching young kids worked up into a religious frenzy is not nice.  Seeing them chant religious phrases at young lady rolling and twitching in the dirt is even worse.

This is what we saw though.  My volunteer buddies and I.  We were witnessing an exorcism. We decided to return to the night shelter for a second night.  Partly to hang out with the kids, and partly to say that we did. Well, for me anyway.

I started to fear for the safety of the young girl.  An older girl that approached the edge of the circle with a big stick did nothing to allay my fears.  I found myself hanging around the fringes hoping that things wouldn't get ugly...  

The experience took me right back to my Born Again days and some of the exorcisms I had witnessed.


Operation Jerusalem
The first was at an OJ (Operation Jerusalem) training day.  OJ was a Christian outreach that I participated in one year.  The idea is that me and a group of Born Again types would head off to a beach someone and run a holiday program for kids.  We would preach the word of God as part of the program. 

I remember Kate Yoxall, a fellow Christian, saying, "We're off to save the world," to her dad just as we were leaving for the camp.

OJ was a massive effort all across the North Island of New Zealand.  Hundreds of Christians were involved.

We all gathered in a school in the North Shore area of New Zealand for a training weekend.  We learnt about what songs to sing, what types of programs to run and what the protocols were on a Marae (traditional Maori meeting house) if we ever found ourselves on one.

There was one blind girl there and I remember the head guy saying something like, "We believe that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow!  We believe in the Bible, and that he healed the blind!  And we believe he can do it again today!  We are going to heal this girl of her blindness!!!"   (Extra exclamation points added because he seemed slightly mad).

That was midway through the retreat.  We never heard about the promised healing again...

Being a Christian event, there was lots of praying.  I attended a prayer meeting with about thirty or so others.  We all formed into our little holy huddle groups and prayed with closed eyes.  We prayed for OJ.  We prayed for ourselves.  We prayed for those who we might reach.

One of guys in my holy huddle - who I didn't really know - started growling and twitching.  He kept shaking his head and saying, "No.  No.  It's not true.  No."  Then it started getting really weird as he started saying stuff like, "Jesus is not the Lord.  Satan is king.  Satan is the ruler of all."

I was a little freaked out.  Those around stopped saying things like, "Fill them with your holy spirit Lord," to things like, "You have no power here Satan.  Leave this child.  We cast you out in the name of Jesus."

Interesting.  Not wanting to be left out and look unrighteous, I began chanting my own stuff.  "Jesus defeated you on the cross.  Be gone foul spirit!", and anything else I could think of.

By this time the rest of the people had all joined together and were singing religious songs.  The demon possessed guy was not impressed and started growling and shaking even more.  He glanced up and saw a break in the holy circle that had formed around him and bolted for the door before anyone could stop him.  He disappeared off into the night.  

I'm not sure what happened to him that night.  Some people went after him.  The head dude from the camp (the aforementioned non-healer of the blind) gathered those in my holy huddle around him and prayed for us.  Something about protecting us from any powers and principalities that might be around us and to keep our confused brother safe.

The guy returned to the training the next day.  He was acting a little unusual but nothing like the night before.  The story went that he was sent to OJ and to church youth groups by some Satanist church with the express purpose of confusing young Christians.  Everybody was feeling good that the power of God had broken through.


Manurewa Baptist
My second encounter with the occult occurred at Manurewa Baptist - the local church that I attended.  I was attending a youth group one night that a traveling youth pastor and his wife were visiting.

The did all the standard youth group games before sharing the Word of God with us and then moving onto prayer.

One guy there began doing the same sort of stuff as our Satanist church friend above.  He started growling like and animal and uttering blasphemies.

Once again, a holy circle formed around him and people started praying for him.  Several members of the youth group joined in, but I didn't.  One of them was reading the commandments over and over again.  One was reading the story of Jesus' resurrection. 

The guy just kept on growling and growling, but eventually calmed down.  I am unsure what the youth pastor and his wife said to him at the end, but he eventually calmed down.

He hung around with the church for a while, but eventually left because he didn't want to spend his life "praying all the time".


Healing Services and being the subject
My last encounter with the spiritual was at a Bill Subritsky healing service.  Bill Subritsky is a preacher in New Zealand famous for his large wealth, his end-of-times preaching and his healing services.

I remember mentioning in a Bible study group that I had never seen anyone healed miraculously and would like to.  So the Bible study group and I headed off to a Bill Subritsky healing service.

At then time I felt I had some serious sin in my life and felt that only the power of God could sort it out.  So I went along thinking that I would be having a serious encounter with God.

After the initial welcomes were over, Bill Subritsky said that there was someone in the audience who needed serious healing and that they had some pain in their lower back.  Immediately a serious pain shot through my lower back.  It was excruciating.  I felt I should stand up and acknowledge it was me that God was calling by hadn't yet plucked up the courage.

Just then, two (!) ladies stood up in the audience at the same time and gave each other piercing stares.  Bill Subritsky said something like, "That's okay.  That's okay.  Both of you can be having lower back problems.  Jesus can heal both of you."

I realised then that God was calling for people with lower back problems to be healed.  He wasn't using immediate and sudden back pain to identify people who needed some sin removed from their life.  

My back pain immediately left me.

The deep question though is what caused the sudden back pain in me?  It wasn't God, he was looking to heal someone's back problems, not identify some foolish sinner.

I figure it could of only of been me.  My faith was that strong that I though could cause myself to experience pain.

This event became pivotal in me losing my faith in later years.  I had an enormous faith in God, and I felt God had wasted it.  What use is great faith if God continues to ignore you and you continue to suffer.  What use is a omnipotent benevolent God who allows bad things to happen to good people (to me!), even when they have great faith in him?   

I eventually concluded that their either was no God, or if there was, He didn't care for me.  Either way, I had had enough of Christianity.  I defined myself as Agnostic, as in skeptical about the existence of God.  Since then I have moved into full fledged rampant Atheism.  None of this wishy-washy stuff.  Most definitely not Paoism though....

Many people were "slain by the Spirit" that night.  Bill Subritsky had laid his hands on their head and they had fallen over.  Catchers had been employed so that the healed wouldn't do themselves a nasty injury on the way down.  People in the audience were being healed as well.  Bill Subritsky had said someone in the audience would be cured of Asthma and before long someone in the audience was taking big deep uninhibited breaths.

Which all made me feel a bit stink.  I had come to be healed, but felt that the train had somehow passed me by. 

At the end of the service, the organisers mentioned that there would be a healing service for those who wanted it in an upstairs room.  I was keen to be freed of sin and so I headed on up.

I mentioned to some guys that I wanted praying for, but didn't mention any specifics.  I found myself at the center of my own holy circle and the guys started praying for me.  

I tried to focus on God as best I could.  I closed my eyes and prayed that He might free me from sin.  I too started shaking a little bit.  Much like the guy at the OJ outreach.  Much like the guy at Manurewa Baptist.

I heard one of the guys praying for me say, "We might have a problem here guys," which immediately broke me out of my religious fervor.  I open my eyes and looked around.  Everyone except the guys around me had stopped praying and were milling around.  I felt a little stoopid, stood up and thanked the guys for praying for me.

I left a little confused.


Back to Africa
So there I was, witnessing an exorcism Africa style.  I knew something of what the "demon possessed" girl might be feeling like.  I knew something of what the praying kids might feel like.

Never before had I seen such fervor before.  The leaders of then night shelter had brought along electrical guitars, a keyboard and an amplifier and had really got the kids worked up.  They would dance and then point at the girl on the ground and chant some religious phrases.

The girl got up a couple of times and stumbled around.  The kids backed away.  The didn't want to touch her.  By this time she was filthy from rolling around in the dirt.

Eventually, the leader of the group, placed his hand on her head and claimed that his sister had been freed of demons from the power of Christ.  She was lead away and gently sat down on a chair.

After a while, her baby was returned to her (someone had taken it from her earlier) and she began to breastfeed.  She must of been all of sixteen.  One of the other volunteers said that they had held the baby for awhile.  She said that some parts of the baby's face were warm, and some were cold.  Obviously not a well child.

Africans are a very spiritual people.  A large percentage of them attend religious services, be they Catholic, Protestant or Muslim.  The same people will also see witch doctors to heal themselves or loved ones.  

One guy asked me what religion I was and I said Atheist.  He was surprised.  He said it was important to have a religion.  It didn't matter what one, as long as you had one.

I can understand why a lot of them cling to their religion so strongly.  The promise of a better life after this miserable one must be very appealing.  That's cool.  I have no problem with that.

When I see a young frightened girl in the middle of a group of kids, whipped into a frenzy by religious types, I do have a problem.  I was seriously concerned that the situation would get out of control - particularly when the girl with the stick appeared on the scene.  I had some vague plans of jumping in and dragging her out if things got out of control.

Luckily for me, and for her, it didn't get out of control. 


If you want to help the people of Kitgum, one way you could do it is to purchase some necklaces that the ladies have made, sell them and send all the profits back to the ladies.  This will help them feed and educate their children.  I am setting up a website, www.GrassrootsUganda.com that will coordinate this process.  The site is not quite up and going yet, so if you do want to help these ladies, just contact me and I'm sure we can sort something out in the meantime.

This is a part of a series of pieces on Kitgum.  To see a list of other entries, click here

 

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